Office Romance.

As much as I want to get over him, I still don't want to. He is just someone that is pretty important to me without me even realizing how important and it is a very terrible thing. He makes me smile without really even trying. Just being who he is, the arrogant and fun loving and irratic person he is. Sure he can be a total douche sometimes which pisses me off a lot but still, its him and there will always be a soft spot for him in me. I dont want it to be there but it will be there, because its him and i forgive and forget way to easily and I move on and put things in the past far to quickly. As much as I want to be rid of him and just be friends I can't. I can't because there will always be that part of me that longs for him no matter how hard I try.