Last summer, my best friend moved to the middle of nowhere Tennessee. I miss that girl like crazy. She was wild and hilarious but still almost my exact opposite. I guess that's what made me love her more, we were so similar yet so different. She was one of the only people who understood most of my jokes and who knew my humor and knew me almost as well as I know myself. I could really talk to her about everything. We seriously did almost everything together. When she left, it sucked. I thought my life would never be the same. There wouldn't be the same humor, there wouldn't be that necessary part of my day where I could just talk and relax and just laugh. It was like I was losing something vital in my life. I cried everyday for weeks until the day she left. I never knew someone could cry that much, but the day she left was definitely the worst. It was the kind of tears that wouldn't stop or ease up to let you catch your breath. It wasn't till much later that I really thought about what happened. I'm not a very religious person at all but I know someone is up there watching. I thought, obviously God put her in my life for a reason. If we spent three years getting to the point we're at now and then she just leaves, there has to be more. Maybe God was trying to test our friendship to see if he succeeded in bringing us together. I think he has, I love this girl. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for her. If she asked me for a kidney, I would be looking for the next available operating table. I want to keep her in my life even though we live thousands of miles apart. She keeps me sane when everything just sucks. As I look back on our years of friendship I think of all the stupid things I've done and I am so glad she was right there next to me. I remember all the laugh attacks, and the late night partying we did. I remember everything we did that was significant even though it may not have been good. I remember our fights and the making up and having even more fun. I remember sleep over galore, and numerous beach days. I remember the shopping sprees and the multiply weekend rituals of genki lunches. We had so many memories and I am so glad we can share them. I love her and I miss her a lot but I know we are going to stay best friends for a very long time.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Memories make the Heart grow Fonder
Last summer, my best friend moved to the middle of nowhere Tennessee. I miss that girl like crazy. She was wild and hilarious but still almost my exact opposite. I guess that's what made me love her more, we were so similar yet so different. She was one of the only people who understood most of my jokes and who knew my humor and knew me almost as well as I know myself. I could really talk to her about everything. We seriously did almost everything together. When she left, it sucked. I thought my life would never be the same. There wouldn't be the same humor, there wouldn't be that necessary part of my day where I could just talk and relax and just laugh. It was like I was losing something vital in my life. I cried everyday for weeks until the day she left. I never knew someone could cry that much, but the day she left was definitely the worst. It was the kind of tears that wouldn't stop or ease up to let you catch your breath. It wasn't till much later that I really thought about what happened. I'm not a very religious person at all but I know someone is up there watching. I thought, obviously God put her in my life for a reason. If we spent three years getting to the point we're at now and then she just leaves, there has to be more. Maybe God was trying to test our friendship to see if he succeeded in bringing us together. I think he has, I love this girl. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for her. If she asked me for a kidney, I would be looking for the next available operating table. I want to keep her in my life even though we live thousands of miles apart. She keeps me sane when everything just sucks. As I look back on our years of friendship I think of all the stupid things I've done and I am so glad she was right there next to me. I remember all the laugh attacks, and the late night partying we did. I remember everything we did that was significant even though it may not have been good. I remember our fights and the making up and having even more fun. I remember sleep over galore, and numerous beach days. I remember the shopping sprees and the multiply weekend rituals of genki lunches. We had so many memories and I am so glad we can share them. I love her and I miss her a lot but I know we are going to stay best friends for a very long time.
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awww kawehi :'( that was good, and i loved how you brought in the religious factor..i didnt think you had it in you haha jk! love you and miss you alsooo! and i will definitely be there for you no matter what, even when you do make me mad or the other way around haha but I will always end up forigving you in the end.
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